I was miles away when you left. Couldn't sleep at night, running on empty. All I ever wanted was another chance to feel the warmth of your arms, or hear your voice again. If there were some way I could see you one last time I would change my ways and give up who I am. I'd never look back on the beliefs that I have. But, death is real. I'll never see you again. No closure. Left without on last word. It's hard to care anymore. No closure, I'll never see you again, and I never got that chance to shake your hand as you left. No closure. I don't sleep at night and I'm not alright. Losing all my Strength to put up this fight for you. See what I'm going through now? I'm sorry I was not there. Now I know you’re never coming back. I know that I will never see you again. I'll never be able to settle with that. So don't be sorry when I'm not here. We both know that I'm not coming back. It'll be alright, who wants to live forever? I'd rather be myself then mindlessly enslaved by your god.
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